My Beloved St. John

I keep checking on reports coming out of the U.S. Virgin Islands. I’m so concerned for the people and the economy of St. John. The Caribbean is hurricane haven, so islanders are used to destruction caused by storms, but Irma delivered a crippling punch. The rebuilding process will require much patience. For now, the folks that remain are in need of the basic necessities for life. Pray for those who live in these isolated places, because their storm recovery is challenged.

My husband and I honeymooned on a Caribbean cruise and ventured over to St. John from St. Thomas for a day of sailing and snorkeling. We fell in love because the island was so naturally beautiful. In a little over twenty years, we returned five times. Family vacations to St. John for us meant hiking tropical trails in the morning, snorkeling in the afternoon, market shopping in the evening, and grilling while overlooking the most scenic vistas imaginable. Rinse and repeat.


St. John is so imprinted upon our hearts that we characterize a breezy, pink sunrise as an island-style start of the day. Jon and I sometimes compare thoughts about blue skies contrasting against white puffy clouds and realize we both have St. John on our minds. Even as I type there is a low rain cloud blowing past that is typical of their daily tropical weather effects.

I’m trying to process how I would feel if I was on the island. I imagine, though, that the locals have no time for emotional reflection. Perhaps a state of numbness overtakes them while they expend all energy to do what is absolutely necessary. Shock is a powerful and necessary state… But when each one has time later down the road to think on what they have lived through, I hope truth surfaces: this world is fallen and cannot satisfy longterm our desire for pleasure. Anything short of God’s offer of abundant life in Jesus Christ will prove itself imperfect. If a life built upon a marriage with one’s soul mate is the picture of perfection, a later state of widowhood will prove that ideal to be only a temporary pleasure. If the perfect career delivers the much needed sense of value and identity, a later state of joblessness will prove it was a temporary pleasure. If a tropical paradise caters to one’s need for easy living and beautiful surroundings, that too will be stripped bare and revealed as only a temporary pleasure.

Friend, for all who have believed upon Jesus Christ for salvation, this world is not home; our citizenship is in heaven. What we are to be about in the meantime is sharing the good news: Jesus is the hope for all humanity, and all that the soul craves is satisfied in Him. He fills us with joy in His presence, and He has eternal things in store that are too wonderful for the mind to conceive. In these critical times of victims dealing with a displaced hope, we have the treasure they seek. Jesus always has been and always will be the Refuge in the storm.


Seeking Good in the Aftermath of Destruction

Wide-scale destruction. Over the course of a week our eyes behold images of the ravaging path of hurricanes, flooding, fires, terrorists… We see so much suffering in our land and in our world.

Unity is a virtue that shines brightly in the aftermath of destruction. Being negatively affected together unites us. The force of bonding is instant and lasting. Watch the videos of the people who have been directly affected come together and find strength in helping one another. Notice the surrounding communities and nation as a whole stepping up to lend a hand in their time of need. Do you hear more the pronoun we in place of in the days following disaster?

I do not like destroying forces of evil- hear me clearly. But I do love how we treat one another in humility. Things that were sociably acceptable as points of division now have no place upon which to stand. That foundation was removed in the destruction, and now all that remains is the fact that we are human and in need. So there is good to be found in the aftermath of evil. We see with fresh eyes in our present day the reality of what has always been in the history of mankind. At the core of our existence, we are one because our sinful nature and its destructive path leading to hell creates a desperate need for help. That is beautiful humility. Not only does Jesus offer us salvation from sin’s stronghold when we humbly confess, but He also teaches us humility when we walk with Him.

Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light (Matt. 11:28-30).

What’s the big deal about humility, you ask? First, it’s the only way an individual can come to God. To receive His grace-gift of everlasting life, you and I first confess that we have sinned against Him. We bring nothing to the table of agreement except our yes- “Yes, I am a sinner in need of forgiveness,” and “Yes, I receive Jesus, the grace of God to me that I may have new and eternal life.” That action takes humility. Second, we must have Jesus’ nature within to produce the grace that loves and forgives one another in spite of our weaknesses in the flesh. The Spirit within is always willing, but the flesh is weak, and in a weak moment we undoubtedly will hurt one another. In response to hurt caused by another, pride pushes away, but humility embraces. Humility says, “I understand. I have acted out of the weakness of my flesh at times too. I forgive you and know that I may be in need of your forgiveness one day down the road as well.”

Isn’t it prideful to believe you would never do that detestable thing you saw another do? Isn’t it humbling to see yourself in a similar muck of your own making at a later point in life? That’s what I mean. The sin nature is universal. We cannot think ourselves to exist above it. Instead, we can be honest and believe we are just as capable. Remember the old saying, “There but by the grace of God go I?”

The sin nature is universal, and God proves his grace be global. “For God so loved the world that He gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him” (John 3:16-17). That is the gospel of Jesus Christ. He didn’t have to depart heaven to become familiar with our suffering in the weakness of flesh. But He did. And He lived a sinless life to fulfill the needed sacrifice for sin- a lamb without spot or blemish. “… Christ was sacrificed once to take away the sins of many people…” (Hebrews 9:28).

Friend, the disasters and onslaught of evil are numerous, and we may even see an increase of them in the coming days.  Today’s reality of hardship already may have forced you into a humble state, or perhaps you’re realizing anew the call to walk humbly with your God- out of choice. Regardless of the catalyst, may we all see ourselves as one- totally dependent upon the grace of God. And may the grace of God that we have in Jesus Christ shine brightly in the darkness.

Was I Ready to Die in the Hurricane?

The high clouds and powerful winds announced the storm’s approach. My young children and I took the opportunity to enjoy our last day of sunshine before being cooped up inside. We walked the path around our neighborhood park, physically straining against the push of the wind. Jordan, a pre-schooler at the time, spoke the obvious: “What about Isabel?” We actually shouted to one another in an attempt to carry on the conversation.

“What about Isabel?” I asked.

“She’s a storm; we’re people…”

Talk about having a pulse on the severity of the matter! A hurricane is no joke. Regardless of how advanced storm tracking technology is, there remains much unpredictability. I had to come to terms on a Wednesday in September that our city may face a Thursday unlike any other by taking a direct hit. Isabel quickly brought a much needed sobriety.

Do you get what I am saying? How often do we think about the culmination of our lives- the end result of how we invested our energy and resources? Upon what or in whom did we place our faith? Hurricane Isabel brought me face-to-face with the hard questions. Was I ready to die? What did I need to settle before I went to bed that night with the hopes of waking up on the backside of Isabel?

I remember standing in my dining room that afternoon and praying as I looked out the window. I told God that my confidence was in Him. I had long ago put my faith in Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of my sins, I had turned from the evil I entertained prior to that confession, and I lived to please my Father in heaven in accordance to His Word. At the end of it all, there is only Jesus, and I placed all faith in Him.

While this world values fame, fortune and pleasures, God in heaven values faith- faith in His Son whom He sent to redeem sinful humanity. We all need a Savior, and the hurricane was a needed reminder that a day will come when I will stand before my Creator and Judge and give an account for my life.

On the day that you depart the earth, there will be an Audit of all audits. God will ask with foreknowledge of your answer: “Did you believe upon my Son for salvation?” There will be no covering of truth in that moment, for you will only be able to speak what is fully exposed in the light of God’s awesome presence. Either it was only Jesus, or you trusted in yourself or in a lie.

Thomas said to Him…, “how can we know the way?”

Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me” (John 14:5-6).

At the end of the next day, my family all huddled together on the floor in a part of the house we deemed safe from any falling trees. I slept; in fact, I slept peacefully. How does one sleep through a hurricane? I had peace with God, meaning, my uncertain earthly future was guaranteed a certain outcome: I would be brought into God’s glorious presence and rewarded for my faith in Jesus Christ.

 The work of God is this: to believe in the one He has sent. -Jesus

Friend, if you are still reading this post, thank you for allowing me to share my experience with you. I pray that before you move on to the next thing, you also entertain a sobriety of spirit like I did but without the urgency of a hurricane bearing down on your home. I cannot move you to faith in Jesus Christ, only the Holy Spirit can do that, for He convicts the world of sin. If you have confessed your sin and turned from evil ways, and if you already put your faith in Jesus Christ for salvation, then I will celebrate your reward with you in heaven on that day. If you are waiting or doubting the truth of the Bible, you can ask God to reveal Himself to you. How He longs for a relationship with you. He created you for Himself- to know Him and to enjoy His presence without end. God’s love for you is unmatched- proven when He gave Jesus Christ to die for the sins of humanity, although He Himself was without sin. Jesus arose from the grave and revealed Himself to many before returning to His Father in heaven. That is the gospel. That is God’s love for you- He spared no expense in redeeming us. Do you believe?

Being Intentional at Being One

One thing I know for sure: there is an enemy who hates the unity of the body of Christ. This reality would become a struggle in the Church Age and Jesus knew it, so in His final hours of ministry in the earth, He actually knelt in prayer and asked the Father that we would be one. The Lord prayed about only a few things the night before His crucifixion; the unity of the believers was among His petitions. (See John 17).

How do you think the body of Christ in the earth is doing in the year 2017? How well are we contending for our unity as brothers and sisters in the Lord Jesus? Do you see any deception at work; meaning, are we taking the bait and battling against ourselves instead of against rulers, authorities, powers of darkness and the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms?

Let’s look at unity on a smaller scale- the marriage covenant. Once a couple marries, the real work of fighting for a state of oneness begins. The enemy hates marriage and its depiction of God’s covenant love for us. Are you aware of who is baiting you to fight with your spouse? The enemy assigns forces who feast on your weaknesses, and before you realize what hit you, you partner with his devices to destroy the marital unity.

No one expects that just because you have a legal document declaring marriage that no work remains in order to protect marital unity. In the same way, the blood of Jesus is a legal covenant declaring there “no difference between Jew and Gentile- the same Lord is Lord of all and richly blesses all who call on Him, for ‘Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved'” (Romans 10:12-13); yet, we do not assume that because the blood affords us unity with Christ and one another that no work remains to contend for that unity. Those of us in marriage understand the fight to remain as one in covenant love, and all of us in the body of Christ must awaken to the same fight.

I am grieved every time I hear “our side” or “their side.” How effective the enemy has been in deceiving. Our nation is sliding backwards, and we are willing to point fingers in blame of any public figure while ignoring how desperately wicked our own hearts can be under the influence of Satan’s temptation to sin. Brothers and sisters in Christ, let us not perpetuate the division, because we know the only true us vs. them that ever existed was the Holy Trinity dealing with sinful humanity. Jesus came and died once for all. ALL HUMANITY is deserving of death as a result of our inherent sinful state, but we can be declared holy by faith in His blood- the only blood powerful enough to cleanse us of all unrighteousness. That is the good news: Jesus bridged the great divide, and now all who were once among the sinful them, now by faith experience unity with the Holy Us: God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, for God embraces the sinner born again by the Spirit.

I write about the enemy’s division because I have witnessed it in a very personal way. I love the body of Christ- it is so beautiful. Everything God creates is beautiful, but this creation was costly; God gave His one and only Son for us to become the family of God. Do we disagree on matters with our natural families and with our eternal, spiritual family? Of course, and God has given us wisdom concerning how to work through issues that arise when we cannot find agreement. But when we see a bitter competition take center stage, we can be sure we have missed the mark. I will not stand by and watch an us vs. them like it’s some entertaining reality show without speaking out in prayer to the Father and to any who will listen. It simply grieves the heart of God, and it still hits me with disbelief when I recall a deceived brother in the Lord stopping me in the grocery store one day to ask me whose side was I on? Whose side???? It’s not the first time I have heard that question while in conversation about the body of believers, and it may not be the last. But my answer remains the same:

There are no sides. We are one body.

I always think about the end times indicator of love gone cold that Jesus said would be prevalent in the earth. Whose love will grow cold? The world’s, meaning those who refused salvation? Or is it the church’s love? Seems ironic, right? How can you be a believer yet cold? Jesus said it would happen as a result of “… the increase of wickedness…” (Matthew 24:12). Is there a coming day when the Church no longer pushes back against darkness? Will the watchmen on the wall abandon post because of persecution? In that day we would see the rise of wickedness as a result.

Body of Christ, we are better together. We were purchased and made one by precious blood- we must never forget it. I know my mind is made up to not take the bait of us vs. them, but I cannot do it in my own strength, and neither can you. Will you pray as I am praying and ask the Father to search your heart? Will you pray for our unity as the body? Will you pray about the resolve to stand boldly for righteousness that brings glory to God? Let’s ask the Holy Spirit to direct us in doing one thing each day that promotes our unity as believers.


Intercessory prayer.  Oswald Chambers says it is “putting yourself in God’s place; it is having His mind and His perspective” on the matter. The value of our praying in this way is what I call Partnership in the Divine. God is working in the earth, and you and I are His vessels. “John Wesley so believed God’s plan was to work on Earth through people that he contended, ‘God does nothing on the earth save in answer to believing prayer.'” Heaven holds the reality of the power of our prayers. In fact, heaven holds the record and the results. Revelation 8:3-4 speaks of the collection of the saints’ prayers and the ministry of those prayers to God: “Another angel, who had a golden censer, came and stood at the altar. He was given much incense to offer, with the prayers of all the saints, on the golden altar before the throne. The smoke of the incense, together with the prayers of the saints, went up before God from the angel’s hand.” Can you imagine the sheer celebration we will experience upon realizing that we prayed something on the earth and then witness the reality of the answer in heaven?

The nature of Christ within you as His disciple manifests in a multi-faceted likeness to Himself. As Christ interceded in prayer for you while on His knees in Gethsemane, He continues today to intercede on your behalf; and you, also, are an intercessor.

We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express (Romans 8:26).

What things specifically did Jesus pray in the garden the night before His crucifixion?

  • that the Father glorifies Him in His presence with the glory Jesus had with Him before the world began (See John 17:5).
  • that the Father protects the disciples from the evil one by the power of His name, so that they may be one as Jesus and the Father are one (See John 17:11)..
  • that the Father sanctify the disciples by the truth (See John 17:17).
  • that those who believe the disciples’ message may all be one, just as Jesus and the Father are one, so that the world knows God sent Jesus and loved the world even as God has loved Him (See John 17:21).
  • that all of those given to Jesus may be with Him and see His glory (See John 17:24).

Jesus’ intercession in that dark hour revealed those things most important to Him: revelation of Himself; protection of the believers; their ongoing spiritual maturity; unity of the brethren with God and Jesus and with one another; and our arrival into heaven.

Let’s look at the first-century Church: what prayer focus did they have?

  • Acts 12:1-5,12- The believers prayed for Peter who was imprisoned and awaiting execution by Herod, and he was miraculously delivered from the jail cell.
  • Paul emphasized that through the believers’ prayers, he would be delivered. He was confident that all he suffered as a prisoner would bring glory to Jesus Christ, whether by Paul’s life or death (See Philippians 1:19-20).
  • Paul prayed for the Philippians (in all my prayers for all of you…) that their love would abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that they would be able to discern what is best and would be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Christ Himself (sanctification).
  • Paul taught the believers in Ephesus how to pray: “in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints” (Eph. 6:18). Paul emphasized prayer without ceasing in his letters.
  • He went on to request their prayers for him- that he may “fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel” (Eph. 6:19-20). His need of believers to pray for him to courageously make known the gospel was a repeated request.
  • Paul and Timothy prayed for the believers in Colosse that they would continue the process of spiritual maturation and would live lives that bring glory to Christ (See Colossians 1:9-12).
  • Paul wrote to Timothy explaining that “requests, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for everyone- for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. This is good, and pleases God our Savior, who wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth” (1 Timothy 2:1-4).

What words would you use to summarize the focus of the believers’ prayers according to the scriptures above? In what way do you see the priority of the kingdom of heaven in these prayer directives? Do you see the same in your prayers?

Prayers for salvation should be the believers’ top priority, for it is God’s will that none should perish, but that all receive everlasting life in Christ Jesus. Pastor Jim Rodriguez shares the following scriptures to guide us in our intercession for others to receive the gift of salvation:

  1. Ask God to open their spiritual eyes (2 Cor. 4:4).
  2. Ask God to give them ears to hear (Matt. 13:15).
  3. Ask God to give them faith to believe (Acts 20:21).
  4. Ask God to give them the will to respond (Rom. 10:9).
  5. Ask God to send people into their lives to witness to them (Matt. 9:38).
  6. Ask God for opportunities and boldness to witness (Col. 4:3).
  7. Ask God for an opportunity to invite them (Luke 14:23).
  8. Ask God to set them free from spiritual captivity (2 Tim. 2:25-26).
  9. Ask for God’s love to be understood and embraced (1 John 3:16).
  10. Ask that they will have sorrow over their sin (2 Cor. 7:10).

Dutch Sheets, author of “The Beginner’s Guide to Intercessory Prayer,” writes, “Jesus said prayer would cause heaven and Earth to meet and, consistent with this, the Hebrew word for ‘intercession,’ paga, actually means ‘a meeting’ or ‘to meet with.’ The word isn’t always used in the context of prayer- any meeting can be a paga- but where prayer is concerned, heaven and Earth meet when we paga (intercede). Destinies are released, glorious horizons are revealed, and the Son shines through.”

One interesting meaning of paga is to hit the mark. In fact, the word is used to mean target practice in the Israeli armed forces. In our intercession, we are meeting with God to discern His mind and His perspective on a matter, which we liken to spiritual target shooting.

I’m taking this teaching to heart and heading into a time of prayer. There are targets to hit and my prayers of faith are the vehicle. I’m following the lead of my Lord and the first-century church and lifting up the believers and the pre-believers. We need unity, courage and protection, and they need revelation of Jesus Christ the Lord.

Sheets, Dutch. The Beginner’s Guide to Intercessory Prayer. Regal, Ventura California. 2001.


My Worship Changes Me

Receiving from my good Father today the freedom to come into His presence and to be aware of His pleasure.

My pressing into God’s presence is not dependent upon location, circumstances, time, others… truly I am the only one with the power to limit my coming to God with unadulterated worship that overflows with thanksgiving.

This I must get right – I was created for worship, and because God revealed Himself to me- I get to worship Him. I have received the One my heart desires!

In the position of presenting myself before the Father, I know that I am where I need to be, and all the issues of life flow out of my healthy heart that continually finds love, acceptance, peace, joy, strength, passion and purpose.

Holy Spirit Breathes Vision

I spent the day with dear friends last Friday sharing the Word of God and learning more about the recent launch of Chaverah Magazine. Founding Editor, Dr. Debbie Harper, uses her gift of bringing women together for the benefit of mutual encouragement and giving glory and praise to God the Father for all He is and all He does.


Debbie and Rachel Harper of Chaverah Magazine

Every time I’m with Debbie, I get a morsel to chew on- she is that kind of mentor! She challenged me last week to have a vision now for what Sharing Love and Truth ministry will be when I have departed the earth. “Do you have a ‘hand-off’ strategy?” she asked. That is a savvy business mindset to be thinking now about those who will follow after you, and very few leaders implement it, she said.

I have a mission for my life that far outlives my temporal time on the earth, but I honestly had not given any thought to how that applies to the practical planning of the ministry. It really took me to the core question, do I see the value of the ministry I lead?

Such a deep question landed me on a walk in the woods this morning! Do you know what I mean? It is as though you are called outside where the expanse of God’s creation invites the mind to dream big! Today my walk revealed to me the renewed sense of rhythm. Life is a rhythm, and the best rhythm to be in the midst of is the flow of the Holy Spirit. It is through abiding that we find the rest God offers His children. The wind causing the tree branches to gracefully rise and fall spoke beautiful rhythm to me while I walked. The wave-like flight pattern of a yellow finch declared rhythm… Passing by my husband’s family home caused me to reflect on the cycle of life because now a new family lives there, raising children and carrying on daily without any knowledge of the Beamers who built the home, watched four children grow up, played with grandchildren, loved well, threw parties, laughed, grew old, and departed from this earth. Life is a rhythm.

In an effort to understand my value of the ministry, I had to ask God again for the vision. First comes vision. If I have heard from heaven, then I can run with the revelation given me.

“…Run with perseverance the race marked out for us…” (Hebrews 12:1).

This was a necessary question because I have sensed a shift in recent years, and it causes me to fine tune my speciality and my services, so that I am better able to reach my audience. So I came up with the following flow chart:

VISION leads to VALUE leads to INVESTMENT.

The most exciting thing is seeing the flow chart actually form a circle! It begins with God as the Holy Spirit imparts vision, it flows through my life as I run in faith and exhaust all the heavenly resources entrusted to me as I invest well in the lives of His daughters, and they, in turn, live increasingly abandoned to Jesus with Spirit-infused worshipful lives that unceasingly bring praise to the good Father in heaven.

In the short time this morning that I focused on Debbie’s challenge to me, walked, prayed and reflected, I would say that God supernaturally delivered! This overall season of change indeed produces a greater sense of clarity, and I believe that I am tracking well. At least that is what another mentor says of my process of seeking clear definition of the mission! She also plays a vital role in what will be produced in the coming months, but first I must capture the vision and have a true sense of value.

I’m curious- when you find yourself in a season of redefining mission, how do you process? Do the questions I pose and the process I’m working through resonate with you? Do you work solo through it or in community? I’d love to hear from you!